Life

Dear Paul

Dear Paul

Thank you for loving me. Thank you for loving me even when I’m cranky. Thank you for loving me when I make it really hard on you. We don’t get to spend much alone time together these days. We are constantly on the move and with our three young children, we are deep in the chaos and throes of diapering, cleaning, and raising these precious and crazy humans. But, when we do get to spend time together, you make it memorable. You make me laugh, you make me feel beautiful, you love me harder and more fiercely with each day. I am sorry for when I ignore you or snap at you. But, I cannot imagine doing life with anyone else. You ground me. You love your family unconditionally. You are a rock. And I want the world to know it. Thank you for all you do for your family and thank you for loving us.

Your adoring wife,

Samantha

P.S. You’re really hot.

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Planner set-up weeks 51 & 52/52

Planner set-up weeks 51 & 52/52

What? I mean, WHAT?! We are approaching year’s end and I’m seriously reeling from this past year. From our surprise named Theo, to promotions at work, and everything in between, it’s been one heck of a year. But I am so grateful. Really, that’s all I can say for now.

I’ll type out my end-of-year feels sometime in the next couple of weeks and write out my, GASP, resolutions. But before sharing my planner spreads, I just wanted to say thank you to those who read this little blog of mine and think of my family and me from time to time. THANK YOU.

I don’t know how much I’ll get to posting next week because of Christmas, so I wanted to get a jump on this week’s and next week’s spreads for you all. This week is subdued and pretty and understated in elegant gold and red. But next week, I went all out Christmas and it’s as if my planner sticker books exploded and I just love it.

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Am I saying yes?

Am I saying yes?

This has been a crying week so far. I don’t know if it’s the post-travel blues or postpartum hormonal shifts or what, but I have been emotional the past few days. Do you ever have those days? You know, when everything just makes you cry (or sob uncontrollably).

Theo cooed and smiled at me. I cried. 
I watched the series finale of Once Upon A Time. I cried. 
I picked Emma and Henry up early from school and they were so happy to see me. I cried.
Dinner was ready and on the table for Paul when he got home after a stressful day at work. I cried.
I made a carrot cake (from the box) and it was so beautiful. I cried.

Lots of happy crying. 
But there was some of the other kind of crying too.

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Planner set-up week 50/52

Planner set-up week 50/52

There are only three weeks left of 2018 and it feels like we still have so much to do. Or is it just me? No only is the year ending, which has its associated to-dos and what not, but my maternity leave will be ending and going back to work will present new challenges.

But that makes me determined to soak in these next few weeks with added joy and gratitude. This week, I’ll be focusing on getting things ready for our Christmas travels to see our families and doing last minute gift buying and wrapping. I’m hoping I don’t get too swept up in the hustle and bustle and just stay calm (as tough as it is for me).

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Lake Tahoe in December

Lake Tahoe in December

Currently, I am sitting in our resort room with my feet up by the roaring fireplace and I’m convinced that I’ll do very well in retirement one day. The kids are doing their Mandarin practice and the baby is contentedly sleeping on his own.

HAHA, just kidding. Everyone is screaming and running around and it’s pure chaos and I love it. We are still in South Lake Tahoe and heading home tomorrow morning. It has been a lovely trip so far. My mom joined us and she has been a life-saver with having an extra set of adult eyes and ears. And plus, she is ten times more patient than I am which helps in confined spaces.

Mostly, we’ve just been enjoying each other with lots of snuggles and movies and cookies and laughing. The big kids absolutely love playing in the snow. They must have gotten that from some other side of the family tree because I am firmly in the camp of snow is to be looked at and not waded in. I enjoy the frivolity from the safety of the salted side walk. But it is just the BEST watching them play in the snow with all their snow gear. Theo has just been a cuddly snow angel and I am grateful for his chill disposition.

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